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I Stopped Giving Head Because He Said I Used Teeth

 





He was the second guy I’d gone down on, and we didn’t know each other very well. We were in my college room, which was small and claustrophobic, and there were three other roommates curled away behind their own doors. He and I were groping around in the dark together.

I was undecided. My long-time high school lover was the only guy I had ever actually messed around with. Even back then, I was never totally confident in moving my mouth away from his face. That boy had made me feel confident in my abilities. He gave me a complement. He even asked for it.



This new guy wasn’t my boyfriend in the least. I didn’t have a close relationship with him, so I couldn’t rely on him. It was all about what was going on at the time… As a result, I realized I had to be good at it.



I never had to worry about my ex-boyfriend discussing what we did alone. He definitely did, now that I think about it, but it didn’t occur to me at the time. The concept of a connection had a binding quality to it. As if his silence could be bought with commitment.


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